Some time ago I posted an entry designed to better introduce myself called “WHAT I BELIEVE”. It was only half of where I stand; this completes the circle. There are common convictions many endorse that I refuse to. They hinder advancement and are useless. I choose to embrace only those philosophies which lead me away from chaos and destruction. My goal is to live a life of peaceful constructiveness. This is NOT a path of religious sentiment nor is it the result of following a singular teaching; it’s a journey of being faithful to my spirit. I trust in guidance from an inner place. I’m not referring to that loud obnoxious voice, the one wanting nothing but pleasures of the body, known as the ego. No, I speak of an almost silent whisper coming from the deep chambers of my soul. There is where I listen, getting what I need without asking for direction. This connection has served me well and I look forward to seeing where it will eventually take me.
I refuse to blame
I refuse to believe there is never a choice.
I refuse to believe in luck.
I refuse to believe the world is getting worse.
I refuse to believe I am a victim.
I refuse to believe in seduction.
I refuse to believe the past equals the future.
I refuse to believe that there’s somewhere where God is not.
I refuse to believe that there are those beyond hope.
I refuse to believe in ugliness.
I refuse to believe I am separate from God.
I refuse to believe in impossibilities.
I refuse to believe good guys finish last.
I refuse to believe in death.
I refuse to believe first impressions.
I refuse to believe that I can’t make a difference.
I refuse to believe negativity.
I refuse to believe I’m given more than I can handle.
I refuse to believe I cannot change.
I refuse to believe in fear.
I refuse to believe in imperfection.
I refuse to believe violence is an answer.
I refuse to fight against anything. (I will fight for something though)
I refuse to be offended.
I refuse to be late.
I refuse to stop being just a bit juvenile sometimes.
I refuse to let a day go by without trying to make someone laugh.
I refuse to be an example of what not to do.
I refuse to sell myself short.
I refuse to complain.
I refuse to do something I know I’ll regret.
I refuse to leave this world wondering what I could have done better.
I refuse to not check for toilet paper before I sit down.
I refuse to try to impress people.
I refuse to let other people’s opinions change my opinion about me.
I refuse to ever stop growing.
I refuse to ignore my feelings.
I refuse to think I’m always right.
I refuse to hate.
I refuse to ignore a cry for help.
I refuse to be unkind.
I refuse to be lazy.
I know what I don’t want because at some point I used to practice these, and they almost destroyed me. As time goes on I’m sure I’ll purge more beliefs and habits. Humble pie tastes terrible but it sure does a good job of cleaning me out.
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With Love and Compassion, Daniel Andrew Lockwood